Obsession

I have been inspired...yet again...to pick up blogging. I deleted my 3 old posts because they were dreadfully embarrassing and full of too much information. I have the tendency to just vomit all over whoever will listen.

It amazes me how compartmentalized life can be. I suppose I mean, its amazing how well life is broken up into specific periods. I read my blog posts from 2 different periods of time and I could pinpoint specfically what "theme" was running its course through my life in that moment. If anything is certain, it is that everything changes. Things I wrote in my past posts I wouldn't be caught saying now, 2 years later.

If I actually start to pick up blogging again, I fear I will become obsessed with it like everything else I decide to try. I have the ability to go from 0 to 60 in 1 second - there is no moderation or inbetween. My brain has two settings - all or nothing. Therefore I predict I will blog for the rest of December, but probably not even make it well known, so very few people will actually read this - unless they just happen upon it. Then I will lose interest as quickly as it peeked - tonight could even possibly be the first and final post for another year. I am hesitant as blogging seems a little egotistical, self-promoting, and uncondusive to self-preservation.

I think a good topic for me to discuss will be my journey in 2012 of becoming a pilot.